During the day I change "mood" very often, I put the quotation marks because I don't know if mood is the correct word: one moment I feel with no self-esteem whatsoever and then immediately later super-excited and with a self-esteem (although it may be better to say that I don't care I don't have a self-esteem so I act as I feel to), of course this also influences how I feel, happy, depressed etc. one "mood" may lasts hours as well days, it's not fixed.
it bothers me because when I feel cheerful I act in certain ways because I have no inibitions but then I get depressed and by thinking about what I said/done the urge to crash my head under a train gets really really high.
I think my being moody bothers me even though it's still better than being suicidal all the day I guess? :thinking:
it bothers me because when I feel cheerful I act in certain ways because I have no inibitions but then I get depressed and by thinking about what I said/done the urge to crash my head under a train gets really really high.
I think my being moody bothers me even though it's still better than being suicidal all the day I guess? :thinking: