double personality?

[jiujitsu92]

Do you play a role with people? A lot of time when im with people I play a role if not I feel like Im nothing and vulnerable.

I become arrogant, a lil *******, sarcastic and agressif( only way for me to not look shy and low self esteem and be a lil bit respected). Peoples often think im cooky and that I dont give a **** about them. The things is I can only do it for like 1hour max and then I become depressed.

do you have a second personality sometimes to hide your SP?

 

[Anti Matter]

Everybody does a little, it's natural when mixing with people you are thinking in the back of your mind that they might not like who you really are or w/e. No matter who you are everybody has two sides. It's normal.

 

[Danfalc]

I use to,I would walk around with a chip on my shoulder when I was younger,I use to fight a lot too.Mainly because as a kid my Dad kind of glorified violence to me and I tried to seek his approval I guess by trying to follow in his footsteps.

At the same time though I think I also did it to hide how vulnerable I felt and how sensitive I was.That ugly side of me still tries to rear it's head now and again but I don't want to be that person anymore.I never was that person deep down anyway.