I seem to really dislike my family I try to be normal around them I find I am on guard most of the time tho I hate being around my sister aswel she is so not an understanding person and all about herself she rlly irritates me for example she said recently that I'm always so sensetive and grumpy mayb I am around her but not other ppl she just gets to me and also the guy im seeing I guess its going ok untill he said something about my muscly calfes he never said they were bad but he said I had big calfes and of course it goes straight to me I tried to be all kool about it but it just knocked the little bit of confidence I had gained back over this past cpl of weeks trying my hardest not to let it get to me but im so sensetive as I used to get picked on alot at school for this problem everytime I wore a fuking skirt ppl r so fuking cruel !!