Do u ever dream of lying down and leaving it all behind

[itsonecrazyworld]

some times i think of having nice house in a quiet place , where no one can bother me no interruption , no weird looks , no phone calls , just me alone , with nothing to worry about , and next to me all my favorite tv shows that really comfort me , my computer which is my best friend , and all the food and drinks i like and just lie down and enjoy it all and don't have to worry about your next day , about the people u r gonna meet , about all the awkward situation u r gonna be in , without all the sweat u produce , all the shaky knees , without the fake confident face that i put on once i get out of my house even my own room , just be me with all my worries no expectations.
the thing is i'm so smart to know what exactly is my condition , so wise to fix all people's problems no matter how big they were , but when it comes to my problems i just stand there hopeless , its like i don't want to help myself , i just want other people to care about me and help me , to take the burden of my back for a while , to count on someone other than myself , to know i'm not alone

 

[social_failure]

yeah, I used to dream about things like that, but then i realized that that won't just happen to me, i'd have to go and get it. (which is something i cant do...)
plus, i think that after about a year of a life like that, i'd start to realize how hollow, empty and boring it is to isolated completely for so long.


and you're not alone. haven't you noticed how many people there are on this site? imagine, just about everywhere you go, there's probably someone there with social phobia...

 

[ljwwriter]

I dream of this all the time and I'll probably do it at some point.

 

[PhantomPod]

I have a very similar dream. A lot. In fact, even just reading your post put a smile on my face, because it really does sound so nice and peaceful. If only....