Diagnose me please!

[mustang]

Here are some of the things I've noticed about myself, doe's it look like I have S.A.?

20 year old male

-Calm, outgoing in small groups. 3-4 people. and very quiet, nervous and shy around anything bigger than 5 people.
-Won't talk in class. Even if I know the answer, have a debate topic, etc.
-Very nervous around girls.
-Panic Attacks that rise every so often(fear of being followed, fear of being rejected by a girl, fear of getting into a fight, etc.)
-Very little concentration, day dreaming, mind wandering, easily fatigued.
-Was very shy and quiet growing up
-Alchohol has become my best friend, I'm drinking 1-2 hard drinks a day and considerably more on the weekends.
-VERY EASILY hurt by rejection(A girl I barely know, I'll get very hurt, depressed, discouraged and negative if she declines an offer to "go out")
-Numerous suicidal thoughts throughout the day...4-5 on average.

Any ideas on whats going on?

 

[Jim_B]

Hey Mustang I am new here too

I think you probably are social phobic for sure, but you should definitely see a doctor about that, especially when suicidal thoughts are involved.

 

[mustang]

Thanks for the replies.

I've made an appointment with a therapist in town, and I'll be an active member here, this has controlled my life for too long.