Why is it there is no shortage in this world of "arrogant d*cks" who don't understand what we go through? Maybe it's not the fact there are so many, but that they share their opinions so freely and loudly :twisted: Anyway, good luck to you tomorrow. Hopefully you end up talking to someone who has a shred of compassion, I hope so (let us know how it goes) P.S. sometimes when I have a really stressful thing I can't avoid I try to bribe myself. Like, o.k. if I get through this without acting too freaky, or leaving, or whatever, I buy myself new cd, whatever. Doesn't always work, but helps at times.