dannyboy65
Well-known member
I find when I hear a conspiracy theory or something god awful, I get crippling anxiety. I'm serious it makes me feel like time slows down, I can feel my heart beat and I can't close my eyes. I breath heavy and my mind races. I can't move and I just want it to end.
Every time I hear one of these god awful theories it does this to me. Yes I can avoid them, but only to a limit. I avoid them as good as you can and once in a while one slips out and I see it. Then I lose it and have a severe panic attack.
I can't stop thinking about it even though I know it's fake. I just have it creeping in my mind. I took my medication an hour ago I should be knocked out by now and I'm still wide awake. I can't do anything but worry, I just want it to stop.
Every time I hear one of these god awful theories it does this to me. Yes I can avoid them, but only to a limit. I avoid them as good as you can and once in a while one slips out and I see it. Then I lose it and have a severe panic attack.
I can't stop thinking about it even though I know it's fake. I just have it creeping in my mind. I took my medication an hour ago I should be knocked out by now and I'm still wide awake. I can't do anything but worry, I just want it to stop.