well i found out God was real when i experienced a demonic spirit, and me and 2 of my friends seen it, and more experienced it
well i always knew "give me proof and i will serve the Lord".....i didnt believe he existed, but the day i found out i got really scared because i was far from Godly
but anyway, over time of seeking his will, i learned how to develop a relationship with him....in the bible i read all his words, and i lean on him...like i give him my heart like i used to give it to girls...i love him genuinly, and praise him(we praise girls, its a form of trusting) well i praise him from the depths of my heart....and when i do an extreme comfort comes over me...and when i prayer "Lord i put my heart mind and soul in your hands" i imagine myself just falling in his arms, i have ultimate faith that im in his hands, then all the sudden its like im soo much stronger inside, and my thoughts just seem to bring all i need to know
like for one "worrying is the primary cause of anxiety".....i pray to the Lord to give me strength not to worry, and i feel a warmth in my heart....then when i dont worry, its like my heart isnt attatched to what people think...and i couldnt careless if i got anyone because I KNOW i got the REAL almighty GOD with me....
ive never ever prayed with faith and it not come true.....God has done so many wonderful things for me
im not on any meds but my daily dose of the bible....and Jesus Christ is the most awesome person ive ever known...i love him with all my heart
and im trying to build a relationship more and more with him....
i believe he only let me know he existed because he knew i would come to him, though i know people that know he exists and still dont come to him
i just for one fear hell and for 2 want to know why im here.....and im actually starting to get it
my techniques i use to overcome the fears come from thoughts after i give my thoughts to Jesus "dont worry" "love and respect people, and humble yourself around them" the old testiment in proverbs states "those who are humbled will be exalted and those who are exalted will be humbled" also says "before a man falls, his heart is proud"......i also keep Jesus's person close to my heart....my social phobia was a demon.....demons are stronger then us, because they are fallin angels....but after i got saved i felt the holy spirit enter me....its better then any drug or anything ive ever felt.....its like a burst of optimism...and well anyway, i still sinned and was working sin off so the holy spirit left me....and when i gave my heart fully to Jesus i felt the holy spirit enter into me again, and its like a fountain of life that goes through my whole body...it gives me the strength to stop my sins, but i gotta keep praying
anyway....."pride is a sin" which is the pride of "thinking your a better person because you did something as opposed to just loving yourself".....worrying is a sin....its a form of doubt.....hating is a horrible sin.....i love everyone, because i know God made them all so i enjoy their soul....the second you love someone you have a different understanding of the bad things they do.....its awesome to love
much love to everyone YALL ARE AWESOME YAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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AMEN
hope this helped
JESUS IS LORD FOREVER!!!!!!!!!