Lotrsfan
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I go to this training place where you do job searching, they organise a work placement for you to go on, help you with your maths, IT skills, help you with your CV's, anything you need help with basically. I go once a week every Monday. I do some job searching there on the computers and look through job newspapers and they have arranged for me to go on a job placements for a few weeks in retail so that i can get some experiance. There is alot of people that go there and it's only a small place. Most of them are all men, but recently there's been some teenage guys joined there and there's only three females (including me). I hate going. I mean i know that going on this job placement through them will help me to hopefully get a job in retail but i hate the other parts. I have to be there 9:30 in morning 'til 4 in afternoon. I get bored sometimes. And just find myself browsing through the compy looking at job websites. No one talks to me there. But then i don't talk to them either. But i hate making first moves. Sometimes that is the only solution, if someone don't talk to you you have to make the first move, But i can't because of this SA. I worry what i would talk about. I think i'm the only one there that don't really talk. When most come in the morning they say hello and just start talking about something. When i come in, i don't say hello because i don't know whether they would like me too. And i don't just start talking about something. I've not gone in today because they have arrange for me to have today off and go in Tuesday and Wednesday just this week because there's a Confidence and Motivation course on for 2 days and i have to do it and i'm sooo scared! I dunno what's going to be involved. It's freaking me out incase there's group activities to do. :? and in the group activites i won't be able to participate. and the people in my group or whatever might start asking me whether i talk and stuff I just feel like leaving. But i can't because i've got to still go there as well as go on this job placement(or if i get it). Which i'm also sorta worried about. This is pure torture.
Even though i don't talk to them, why don't they sort of make the first move if they are probably figuring out that i'm struggling? I would talk to them if they asked me something.
Even though i don't talk to them, why don't they sort of make the first move if they are probably figuring out that i'm struggling? I would talk to them if they asked me something.