tired_of_starting_again said: ↑I'm 16, problem is I'm addicted to it.
I tried to stop once, but could only manage a few days.
tired_of_starting_again said: ↑I'm 16, problem is I'm addicted to it.
tired_of_starting_again said: ↑For those of you that have fantasy worlds, how do you engage in them?
Do you just daydream in your head or act them out or what?
Because I act mine out, like physically. I must look pretty ridiculous talking to or hugging thin air, but that's how I've always done it.
Infact I can't really escape unless I'm acting them out, I don't know if this means I'm a more severe type of avoidant, but I haven't been able to find much detail on fantasies like mine.
Mine have always been like this, for seven years ever since I was at least nine.
It's been quite a bit better lately since I've been exploring my issue & whatnot, but overall I've spent the vast majority of my life & time pretending to at first me a better me, then eventually I'm pretending to be an entirely seperate person.
I don't know, it's just the way my illness has progressed.