zaphod41
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I seem to only really blush when i'm at home. Like i'll be sitting in my room, and my brother or dad will knock on my door to ask me something really simple like 'Have you seen the newspaper?' and i'll panic and usually say i'm busy or getting dressed or something just so they won't come in and see me going bright red. I've no idea they why I blush, it's always at really silly things. Just being asked a question, especially if i'm around my brother, I seem to blush all the time when he's around because I know if I do go red, he'll say 'why are you going red, whats wrong??' and i'll feel really stupid. He hasn't said anything for a while because I always try my best to avoid him, which is hard when you live in the same house! My friends think i'm really confident, and I do see my self as a confident person, I don't seem to blush when I've got makeup on or when I'm in a bar or club. Maybe it's because I'm not thinking about it. I don't know, I just wish I could have a normal home life and not feel like I have to hide away all the time. It's really getting me down, I never want to be at home, or I just stay in my room.