Hannibal96
New member
Hi everyone,
Like the title said I've barely left the house since I was about 17. I'm now 21 and in University I barely go to classes even though I really want to get my degree. My social life is non-existent. I barely leave the house except to go to the shops and recently for a party my parents had in my childhood home. However, that party filled mw with dread for weeks and when it finally happened I kind of just sat there and eventually went upstairs early.
I used to be pretty into creating hobby games and I just find no motivation to do this anymore. I've been stuck on the beginning stages of a project for about a year now. I also barely even play video games either. I'll turn them on then off again like 10 minutes later. My sleeping pattern is erratic and I'll regularly stay in bed till like 6 at night.
I have barely any friends left because I never go out because I'll feel as though they're trying to trick me or will judge me and such silly nonsense my mind will make up. I have no idea what I do with my days they're just filled with mindless browsing of the Internet day after day for four years now.
I have no idea what to do at this point and I definitely don't want to be like this anymore. I uses to be fit, social and driven. I'm none of those things anymore.
Like the title said I've barely left the house since I was about 17. I'm now 21 and in University I barely go to classes even though I really want to get my degree. My social life is non-existent. I barely leave the house except to go to the shops and recently for a party my parents had in my childhood home. However, that party filled mw with dread for weeks and when it finally happened I kind of just sat there and eventually went upstairs early.
I used to be pretty into creating hobby games and I just find no motivation to do this anymore. I've been stuck on the beginning stages of a project for about a year now. I also barely even play video games either. I'll turn them on then off again like 10 minutes later. My sleeping pattern is erratic and I'll regularly stay in bed till like 6 at night.
I have barely any friends left because I never go out because I'll feel as though they're trying to trick me or will judge me and such silly nonsense my mind will make up. I have no idea what I do with my days they're just filled with mindless browsing of the Internet day after day for four years now.
I have no idea what to do at this point and I definitely don't want to be like this anymore. I uses to be fit, social and driven. I'm none of those things anymore.