Bad frequency

[Klaus]

I spend the whole day at a shopping center doing christmas shopping.

I'm exhausted, depressed, angry and with a knot at my throat.
But I expected to feel this way. It's ok.

I remember you guys when I was there, that gave me strengh.

I've reached my breaking point today.

But what surprised me was the taxi driver when returning home.

He treated me like I was no one, like I was shit.

And after paying I said: Thank you, have a nice day.

The guy in silence started to put the money in the pocket and I was there, with nothing to say.

I suppose taxi drivers don't do that to other people.

It's like the dogs that bark for me.

No explanation.

 

[Helyna]

Come on. Taxi drivers probably do that to everyone. I'm scared of them, personally!

 

[Klaus]

Come on. Taxi drivers probably do that to everyone. I'm scared of them, personally!

But I'm not treated in the same way as others, I really don't know why.

At the barber, stores and etc, when it's my turn, it's like:
"Attend him the way you want, it doesn't matter."

I don't know if it's because I'm young (23), ugly, dress in a bad way or
people just feel that I have low self steem and do that to feel stronger...

 

[Hoth]

Not responding to something that wasn't a question in the first place is offensive? If there are many people like you who take offense to silence, then I'm a monster offending everyone all the time.

 

[shon]

Come on. Taxi drivers probably do that to everyone. I'm scared of them, personally!

But I'm not treated in the same way as others, I really don't know why.

At the barber, stores and etc, when it's my turn, it's like:
"Attend him the way you want, it doesn't matter."

I don't know if it's because I'm young (23), ugly, dress in a bad way or
people just feel that I have low self steem and do that to feel stronger...

It's a fact that many people are just assholes so it's not your fault if they treat you that way. You can only (try) changing how you feel about it.