outofthisworld
Well-known member
Hello, I hate the fact that this world doesn't give me or us with social anxiety people the opportunity to be who we are, i've been through a such hard path for the past 10 years, and I'm so tired of living this way and I don't know how to be normal anymore, nobody around me understands what I go through every single day, they see me as normal, or I'm just making things up, meanwhile every single day I wake up, the sadness is eating me up from the inside, I use to be such a happy person even with social anxiety I still use to manage and had a routine around my self, I use to dream and look forward for the next day,,, I don't dream anymore or think about positive things, it's like I woke up to the reality that my life will never be happy, I'm just passing one day to another, living this depressed life, worrying about things I create on my own mind which will probably never happen the way I imagine,,, even my dreams are about things going wrong with my life.... I wonder if one day it will be normal again, I know that I can't do anything to my self, I feel I live in a prison of my own mind, and I have everything to be happy, I just don't know where to start, I feel stuck and lost.
