Silentknight
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I'm 18yrs old and right now I'm still trying to hold on to what little optimism I have left that maybe someday soon I will start improving with the help of my friend but I've begun to notice that when I start to think of my future and how I might be I see myself not only alone which I'm semi ok with but angry. Angry at people for never giving me a chance I have one friend in life and she has shown me that if people were to just have the patience and kindness to allow me to slowly warm up to them and become more comfortable with them I can make a good friend yea I won't be the socible or talkative friend not by a long shot but I will be the friend who will listen and care about any problem you have big or small but no noone but this girl has given me the time of day and the more I think about it the more angry I get at the world. What just because I am the most quietest person you will ever meet makes me a bad person or unworthy of your precious ****ing time it hurts and it makes me angry to know just how ****ed up most people are. Maybe I'm just starting to see people as they really are? Does anyone else feel this way?