I'm intimidated by people who are bigger and stronger than me.
It's bad but sometimes I look at different built men and heavier women thinking about how I would fight them off if they ever attacked me.
My mother boyfriend stabbed my foot with a needle. I had a nasty spider bite and is has a thing for popping bumps. It was a huge hard boil with black around it *gross I know* I couldn't walk for weeks and he just made it worse. I couldn't snatch my foot away from him, he was too strong.
It really made me mad though because I don't like people holding me down. Plus he didn't pop it all the way and grabbed my foot again while I'm kicking away using all his strength on it. It still didn't pop. I was crying and screaming in intense pain.
It happened 7 months ago, but I am still on fire about it. My face is burning right now, just thinking about it. Plus I overheard him on the phone talking about how someone said something rude to him so he made a low remark about about how he was going to rape their girlfriend in the parking lot. He's a good person in general, but he's a doofus.
I think of ways to defend myself. He's to large for my punches and kicks to have any affect and nothing was in reach. So yes, bigger people who are idiots, do intimidate me. I know many sweet people who are bigger and they don't intimidate me, because I know they're not idiots and have good hearts.
It's bad but sometimes I look at different built men and heavier women thinking about how I would fight them off if they ever attacked me.
My mother boyfriend stabbed my foot with a needle. I had a nasty spider bite and is has a thing for popping bumps. It was a huge hard boil with black around it *gross I know* I couldn't walk for weeks and he just made it worse. I couldn't snatch my foot away from him, he was too strong.
It really made me mad though because I don't like people holding me down. Plus he didn't pop it all the way and grabbed my foot again while I'm kicking away using all his strength on it. It still didn't pop. I was crying and screaming in intense pain.
It happened 7 months ago, but I am still on fire about it. My face is burning right now, just thinking about it. Plus I overheard him on the phone talking about how someone said something rude to him so he made a low remark about about how he was going to rape their girlfriend in the parking lot. He's a good person in general, but he's a doofus.
I think of ways to defend myself. He's to large for my punches and kicks to have any affect and nothing was in reach. So yes, bigger people who are idiots, do intimidate me. I know many sweet people who are bigger and they don't intimidate me, because I know they're not idiots and have good hearts.