Neebo
Well-known member
Hi was just wondering if anyone here is ashamed of their SA/SP? Because only my mum and dad and grandma know I have it and also including my two sisters of who of course know I have it. But I have lots of other relatives too,such as aunts,uncles and cousins etc. I have three cousins in Wales who are all in their early twenties they are all confident out going and have lots of friends
They are also all in a relationship,one of them even has a child. And then here I am no friends,no girlfriend or relationship
So I wouldnt dare tell them about my problem for fear that they'd turn against me or disown me
And that goes for other members of the family who are not immediate. If I told them I feel they'd be ashamed of me and not understand
So I wouldn't dare tell them
What makes it worse is that my aunt and uncle asks me how things are going,questions like "Do you go down the pub for a drink with your friends from college" And I'm secretly like "HA,what friends if only they really knew!"
I have to make out like everything is hunky dory and normal and it breaks my heart
Was just wondering if there was anyone in the same sorry predicament?