So today when I returned to job after some driving, some of coworkers where standig outside. When I came with the car, I saw they was looking at me. I had to park the car infront of them. Offcourse my first atempt failed. I almost hit another car, I didnt, but I was close. I tried several times, and couldnt manuever the car right. I got really nervous. I just had to give up, and parking looked really stupid. When I got out I quickly walked away, avoiding eye contact with anyone. I felt so stupid. And this is not only when parking. It's with everything I do, if I know someone is watching, I just can't do it right. I am so affraid to fail, my brain freeze, and I can't focus on what I'm doing.
I can park the car perfectly while noone is looking at me.
I can park the car perfectly while noone is looking at me.