scatmantom
Well-known member
Some of the worst anxeity I have suffered from has been around the deaths of my grand parents. My dads parents died when i was younger...I was 10 for 1 of them and 14-15 for the other. It was a very difficult time for me and my anxiety was terrible. I didnt eat properly and have nvr felt so bad. I did get through it in the end but it was an un-necissary strain on my family whlie they where going thru an already difficult time.
Im alot older and alot more mature now...but 1 of my mums parents is dying and will probably not live to see this christmas. Im not on here lookin for sympathy...all i want is to know that people have experienced similar loss and that the anxeity is beatable in these horrible times. I really want to keep my anxiety under control for this because i cant have my family worrying about me at a time that has relativly nothing to do with me.
I hope she passes peacefully and with little pain and suffering. I hate the fact that even tho its her who is dying and that its my mum and her siblings who are going to take it the hardest...but selfishly i can only think of how this death is going to affect me and how my anxiety is going to struggle to cope with it.
any advice would be great
Im alot older and alot more mature now...but 1 of my mums parents is dying and will probably not live to see this christmas. Im not on here lookin for sympathy...all i want is to know that people have experienced similar loss and that the anxeity is beatable in these horrible times. I really want to keep my anxiety under control for this because i cant have my family worrying about me at a time that has relativly nothing to do with me.
I hope she passes peacefully and with little pain and suffering. I hate the fact that even tho its her who is dying and that its my mum and her siblings who are going to take it the hardest...but selfishly i can only think of how this death is going to affect me and how my anxiety is going to struggle to cope with it.
any advice would be great