aha!!!mykul,i have exactly the same symptoms as u.sounds 2 me like u have GAD (generalised anxiety disorder) as opposed 2 social phobia.i should be able 2 help u a lil bit.the whole part about thinking there's something's wrong with u & thinkin u're mental or thinkin weird disturbing thoughts is normal,so don't worry about it all. the dreaminess is also normal,partly because of lack of sleep & also due 2 the anxiety.it can make u feel detached from reality completely,even tho u can acknowledge everything around u.with struggling 2 sleep,well,do some exercise for start.playing sport rly helps (releasing endorphines etc. & making u phsyically tired). also,if ur mum/dad doesn't already kno u have anxiety,tell them.it helps just having ur parents kno if no1 else,cos they will (hopefully) support u.ask ur mum/dad 2 get u sum st. john's wort (natural relief from depression) & also ask them 2 get some kind of natural anxiolytic remedy like seredin (a mixture of kava kava,valerian,passion flower & sum other funky stuff,that all help anxiety & brighten ur mood) or just get kava kava (its the most effective 1) seredin u can only buy online i think,but kava kava u can probably get in a health store.if u have a chinese herbal medicine kinda store near u go there as well,as they're natural remedies r quite gd.
wow that took a while,i just hope it helps.if u more questions about dealing with anxiety (not social anxiety,as i don't have that) then add me 2 msn.my email address is
[email protected]
:wink: