Orlando
Well-known member
Hi, everyone!
I just was thinking that I have been very naive about people. There are really some evil people out there. There are Hitlers and Osama Bin Ladens. There are theives and pimps. It is certain that the strong exploit the weak.
In the gym today, I think I could have gotten into a fight: A fight that I did not initiate or would not be able to win. Today, I had unexpectantly chose a locker next to some muscle-bound jerks (I didn't know this until I got out of the shower). There was this one guy who was massive, evidentally, he competed in muscle building contests on a NATIONAL level. I remember I just got out of the shower and I walked into the room. The jerks stopped laughing at once and silence pervaded throughout the room. I had this feeling I was getting on these guys' nerves (I guess they could not stand to be in the presence of average human beings!). At one point, I felt that his companions were holding the massive guy back from grabbing my leg like a club and swinging my head locker-to-locker. Those moment were very tense and luckily nothing happened....However, I am pretty sure this massive guy did steriods and usually people who do steriods are very aggressive. I think I was lucky.
I was naive to think that the world is filled with genuine love. It's not. There are really some mean-hearted people out there. However, I still believe that I can genuinely love/care for a few people. I will build my trust in them very slowly. I am certain that in the future I will be betrayed or suprised by people's actions....I am certain of it because with normal people without SP, they get betrayed too (and they may be in a better position than us because they have social skills). They move on with their lives, like I will. (No doubt, we will be licking our wounds! :x )
I just was thinking that I have been very naive about people. There are really some evil people out there. There are Hitlers and Osama Bin Ladens. There are theives and pimps. It is certain that the strong exploit the weak.
In the gym today, I think I could have gotten into a fight: A fight that I did not initiate or would not be able to win. Today, I had unexpectantly chose a locker next to some muscle-bound jerks (I didn't know this until I got out of the shower). There was this one guy who was massive, evidentally, he competed in muscle building contests on a NATIONAL level. I remember I just got out of the shower and I walked into the room. The jerks stopped laughing at once and silence pervaded throughout the room. I had this feeling I was getting on these guys' nerves (I guess they could not stand to be in the presence of average human beings!). At one point, I felt that his companions were holding the massive guy back from grabbing my leg like a club and swinging my head locker-to-locker. Those moment were very tense and luckily nothing happened....However, I am pretty sure this massive guy did steriods and usually people who do steriods are very aggressive. I think I was lucky.
I was naive to think that the world is filled with genuine love. It's not. There are really some mean-hearted people out there. However, I still believe that I can genuinely love/care for a few people. I will build my trust in them very slowly. I am certain that in the future I will be betrayed or suprised by people's actions....I am certain of it because with normal people without SP, they get betrayed too (and they may be in a better position than us because they have social skills). They move on with their lives, like I will. (No doubt, we will be licking our wounds! :x )
