First off, I'm not sure if this is the right forum for this so if it needs moving that's cool 
This earlier was a typical example of me though, does anybody else ever get like this?
Our virgin tv box broke yesterday so we had someone round to look at it. He came in and I told him the problem, all fine. Then he started looking at it and I started getting a bit uncomfortable with it feeling I should be talking. I realised I should probably ask if he wanted a drink and then had an internal debate with myself about whether to do it. i decided that if i didn't I would feel stupid later for not doing it so i did. I mean really, who has a debate with themselves over asking if someone wants a drink?! Anyways, he didn't want one so I carried on just giving my baby her lunch. She was smiling and laughing at him so we had a little chat about her while he finished fixing it. Then as he was leaving I thought Oh I'll go get the door for him as he has his hands full, but my hallway is very narrow so we ended up having to squeeze by each other for him to get out and me to get back in. I felt like such an idiot.....i mean, right after i thought I could have just stepped outside for 2 seconds to let him by, but nope, i squeezed myself by him like a weirdo......I went bright red and although we had had a very pleasant exchange and whatever while he was fixing the box I felt like I had made an idiot of myself and that he probably got right into his van and thought what a weirdo. I did tell myself off and say get over it, he won't be thinkin about it tomorrow and neither will you so it's not a big deal.......but I still had the thoughts in the first place. i feel like such an oddball, the thing that I feel describes me is socially awkward. I wish I wasn't though!
This earlier was a typical example of me though, does anybody else ever get like this?
Our virgin tv box broke yesterday so we had someone round to look at it. He came in and I told him the problem, all fine. Then he started looking at it and I started getting a bit uncomfortable with it feeling I should be talking. I realised I should probably ask if he wanted a drink and then had an internal debate with myself about whether to do it. i decided that if i didn't I would feel stupid later for not doing it so i did. I mean really, who has a debate with themselves over asking if someone wants a drink?! Anyways, he didn't want one so I carried on just giving my baby her lunch. She was smiling and laughing at him so we had a little chat about her while he finished fixing it. Then as he was leaving I thought Oh I'll go get the door for him as he has his hands full, but my hallway is very narrow so we ended up having to squeeze by each other for him to get out and me to get back in. I felt like such an idiot.....i mean, right after i thought I could have just stepped outside for 2 seconds to let him by, but nope, i squeezed myself by him like a weirdo......I went bright red and although we had had a very pleasant exchange and whatever while he was fixing the box I felt like I had made an idiot of myself and that he probably got right into his van and thought what a weirdo. I did tell myself off and say get over it, he won't be thinkin about it tomorrow and neither will you so it's not a big deal.......but I still had the thoughts in the first place. i feel like such an oddball, the thing that I feel describes me is socially awkward. I wish I wasn't though!
