A great writing that made me recognize my problem

[Inferiorpotter]

I hope it helps. Read it.

I Have a Long History of Being Rejected

This is an excerpt from the site.

"Feeling inferior, you repudiate who you are in favor of who you wish you were. Who you are is not clear to you, because you look askance at yourself. Being under attack from yourself and not being sure what there is about you that you like, you dare not move away from what of yourself you think you do like. Instead of finding a new "in" group, you are stuck in longing for the "in" group that rejected you. You lose flexibility to experiment with different roles of being, different "you are's." You am held back from changing by holding tightly to the little self-respect that you have."

 

[upndwn]

Great article, although somewhat painful for me to read as it is so truthful to many of my personal problems. Thank you for sharing