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Lost. Alone. Out of sync. Am I here again? Do I belong here/anywhere? I'm so tired and there's so much to do. When does it end?

Lonely and sad tonight. A lot of weight has been piling up the last couple of years. A lot of worry, a lot of fear. I used to have dreams, used to play around with plans for getting out of this hole, but I just can't see a way out anymore. I guess it's time to see about getting that pistol I've...

Leaf-nosed bat

Nightjar

Banned for hinting that politics is strictly for weasels.

You'd notice, you say? I don't believe you. Are you God now, that you should see every fallen sparrow? Has your conceit become so great? You promised me the moon last year, and I paid you well for it, but here I am still sitting in the dark. Put your begging bowl away, and with it your false...

Knows where to find the best raspberry torte.

Hellbender.

Mice.

Toenails. (long, gnarly ones)

In the grip right now. Went to bed at a decent hour (before midnight, at least), but a few hours later, here I am. Woke up, started thinking about the rotten state of myself, how it has driven every good thing out of my life, and how it's about time to just pull the damn plug already. Lots of...

Pork chops.

Thanks. Sometimes my self-hatred gets the better of me and things get blown out of proportion, often things only I notice. I've been going through a rough patch lately, stressed and paranoid, expecting the worst. That gets expressed strangely at times, not always appropriately, and not always in...

I'm a rude, insensitive, socially inept little man. My sincere apologies to everyone.

Raindrops tap-dancing on fallen leaves.

I went 100 hours without sleep once in college. Near the end, I could see smoke coming out of my computer screen and the right side of my face was twitching at random intervals. Not recommended. Now I sleep poorly through the night, waking frequently, and I often get up early, around 5:00 or so...

Laundry.

Banned for hooning around the streets. (I had to google "hooning" because 'Murica.)

November 8, 2016. I remember the date because it was the last time I went out anywhere in the car. I don't recall if I bought anything. Thrift shopping (as we call it here) used to be one of my favorite things to do. So much cool stuff to find. So many treasures! Just one of the many things I...

Pothole.