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  1. Miserum

    Och aye the noo

    Happy birthday!
  2. Miserum

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Sounds immature. Guess they weren't prepared for some constructive criticism.
  3. Miserum

    How are you feeling?

    Maybe that's true, maybe not... but if you don't move, you will definitely stay in the same place.
  4. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    Often I am upset That I cannot fall in love But I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you, you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now, but I swear When I'm ready I will fly us out of here Cut, cut hair, leave Cut my hair Cut, cut hair Strangely he feels at home in this...
  5. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    Thanks for your words, Jungle. I appreciate them.
  6. Miserum

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Lots of tiny doors. Highly recommend.
  7. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    Stop the unnecessary worrying. It's killing your energy, your productivity, your happiness, your relationships, and your ability to remain present.
  8. Miserum

    How are you feeling?

    I'm going to try to tone my worrying way, way down. I really mean that. This time, doing so just... feels right. My worrying is getting out of hand. I used to enjoy life to some degree. These days, it's a rare occasion. Today I experienced 3 hours of near-panic over future improbabilities. Then...
  9. Miserum

    How are you feeling?

    I wonder how much more energy I'd have in a day if I didn't worry so fucking much.
  10. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    I think too many of my problems, and my poor attitude, are caused by the way I choose to interpret things. If only I could consistently put a positive spin on my life. Doing that has been a challenge so far.
  11. Miserum

    How are you feeling?

    Yes, better wait just in case. I'm sure everything is fine though. (y)
  12. Miserum

    How are you feeling?

    Glad to hear about the new job Phoenixx! Greatest of luck to you. Hope it works out better than the last place.
  13. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    Fear of being ruined through retaliation. I think what holds me back from being honest or saying what's really on my mind a lot of the time is a fear of consequences from others that may cause me some kind of injury. Fear of either rejection, and a lot of the time, fear of retaliation. Fear...
  14. Miserum

    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Sounds like you're doing everything you can to improve your circumstances! Therapy, eating healthy. Organizing your life. And I think it's good you help your parents out. While I don't fully know your mom's situation, if the main issues holding her back from independence are her hearing and a...
  15. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    I think you're totally onto something here. I really get caught up in the one-upmanship. If someone "messes up" around me, myself included, I make a note of it. Perhaps even feel a swell of pride because other people messing up is some kind of confirmation to me that I'm not the only one that...
  16. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    I'm definitely a try-hard I always try so hard to be someone else. To be Mr. Suave or Mr. Funny or Mr. Intelligent or Mr. Mature, and I end up being none. Pretty much just apply the "Mr." to any role deemed manly by society. I think I probably just end up being a try-hard tool instead. I want...
  17. Miserum

    I am so depressed

    Being nervous in social situations never works for me, while being calm does work 95% or more of the time. So the logical conclusion, if I want to have good social interactions, is to not be nervous. Come on brain... let's get it together. 🤦‍♂️
  18. Miserum

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I feel good today. ☺️
  19. Miserum

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Should have barked at them like a dog. That's what I would have done.
  20. Miserum

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Did they see you?
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