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  1. jryden

    I dont look my age

    I'm 22 but I look anywhere between 17-19. In a decade or so this will be a good thing because I dont mind someone thinking I look younger. But for now, it sucks. I can try and dress up, change my hair but I still look very young. I dont think ppl take me seriously. Now that I am looking for...
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    How much money would you need to make

    per yr in order to be happy and have it be enough to take care of your basic needs? Its hard to find a job when you have SA, how much money would you be willing to settle for per yr as long as you can tolerate your job/co workers/ boss? I think I'd settle for $30,000-35/yr. This is if I am not...
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    I still cant find a job

    I wish I had a good business Idea and a business partner who understands my anxiety. I was going to say a business partner who has SA so we really understand each other but ehh maybe that wouldnt work. Someone would need to talk to people. Give me Ideas ;) I'll share the profits :rolleyes:
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    Should I email her?

    Long story short--I contacted this lady who owns a company asking if she had internships. She replied but didnt asnwer the question. Just left her # and said to call her. I didnt. She called me, left 2 mssgs and said to call her at a certain time. I didnt. So that was like a month ago. I want...
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    Do you ever have this burst of 'confidence'?

    Do you ever walk in a store or a restaurant, anywhere and have this high level of confidence.? A guy/girl looks at you at you automatically think they like you? A girl (if you're a girl) looks at you and you assume they are jealous of you? This happens to me all the time. Is this confidence...
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    Do you come of as being cocky or having a problem with pride?

    Do you think with SA and trying to avoid ppl, you can come off as being very cocky or is it just in my case? I was at Home depot with my mom and this man helping us was telling us to go on the site to schedule a carpet guy to come over and because I have problems with keeping eye contact with...
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    Worried about my wedding

    Can you imagine ughhh your wedding day being the center of attention. Ok so first of all I tend to worry about things like this then I look in the mirror and laugh at the thought of anyone wanting to marry me lol No really, I actually laugh and then feel depressed. But if I did meet someone...
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    A whole day-not talking to anyone.

    Do you ever have those days when at the end of the day you realize that you havent spoken to another human being the whole day. Or maybe said like 10 words out loud? Its sad when this is like 6/7 days a week. I have a sister but we dont talk to each other. We are in the same house all day and...
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    Would you apply for this job?

    ENTRY LEVEL MARKETING / ADVERTISING / PUBLIC RELATIONS We are seeking individuals with LEADERSHIP qualities, great COMMUNICATION skills, people that excel through competition and have a drive for SUCCESS. The main job responsibility is to aid our Marketing Representatives, Advertising...
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    Today is just not a good day

    I woke up with a headache and everything just hit me at once. I want to cry so badly but it will make my headache worse. Have you had that moment when you realized this is it? This is all there is to life? Ughh thats all I can think about today. Its pathetic how behind I am in life compared to...
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    Perfoming well at a job

    Nvmd Please delete
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    Something new to scare me

    So I've mentioned that I've been looking for a job. And as we all know, with SA, panic disorders, this becomes a million times harder. Last night, I went to bed, couldnt even sleep because I am so worried about finding a job. (I'm starting to think my SA is worse than I thought it was) I had a...
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    Feeling free..?

    Even though you have SA, do you sometimes do something out of the ordinary, something that would usually scare you and just feel free? For ex, I walk to get my little brother from school. Takes 5-10mins each way. I hate it. I just dont have a car right now. I assume everyone is judging me...
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    Where do you work?

    I'll assume everyone on this site has social phobia/anxiety, shyness, panic disorders etc so for those of you who work, where do you work? How did you get the job? Was there an interview? How did it go? Does your job help or make your phobia worse? Do you fake confidence and act like you're...
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    Is it ever okay to tell an employer that you have anxiety issues?

    I made a topic earlier about being nervous calling this lady (who I had emailed asking if she offers internships). She left me a mssg to call her back but said we could chat for 30 mins (she said maybe 15). That's what scared me into not calling her. I told her between 10-2pm it's now 4:30pm. I...
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    I'm having an anxiety attack but I need to make a call!

    I contacted several companies asking if they offer internships. One lady responded and asked for my #. she emailed me back now and gave me her #. not sure if she just wants to tell me if she offers them or not or if this is an interview. I'm having a nervous breakdown. It might be a simple 5 min...
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    I keep this list of things about myself

    So I decided to start making a lit of things to describe me and what I like. I don't really know who I am and I'm not saying this will tell me but it helps to discover something about yourself and note it down. Here's my list: Rainy days Silence Late night car rides Documentaries B&W...
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    Anyone suicidal but religious?

    I'm hoping there's someone on here who can relate to me on this. I'm suicidal. I have been for about a year now. Never attempted but planned it. I am a Christian though (sort of lol) and committing suicide is a sin. I've tried to find out if you can go to hell for it. I still don't know. That's...
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    Would you want your bf/gf/friends to have SA?

    Would you feel more comfortable dating or being friends with someone who has SA so you have that in common or would it be more depressing? You wouldn't want to go out/deal with people and each others company would get old after some time. Maybe not. Thoughts?
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    "NY gunman quiet loner; victim outgoing family man"

    The title of that yahoo article bothers me. Ughh, I won't even get into it.
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