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I'm dragging my feet a lot these days. I hate it. I'm tired. I'm tired of being tired and depressed. I'm tired of spending money. I'm tired of being screwed over by people in my life that just happen to be there, not because I want them to be there. I'm tired of being in a position where I feel...

Good blunt advice. 👍 (no sarcasm I mean that) I was thinking that way too, but ugh. Fear of further conflict feeding into anxiety really holds me back at times when it shouldn't. 😕😟

Exactly the same for me as well. I live a little bit closer to my family now than I have in the last 5 years, but those 5 years I lived 100+ miles away was essential for my mental health. The relationship with my mom is much better since moving out and moving away. I still keep her at a distance...

Drained. My job is sucking what little life I have out of me. Every day. I hate it. My mother thinks I should tough it out for a year before looking again. (Not too old for motherly advice -- thanks for listening to all my whining Mom. 👍 ) I agree. I feel like I should too, just to help make up...

I've had way too much on my mind lately. To the point where I literally can't think straight. I even messed up somehow making chocolate chip cookies today. I mean, they're still totally freaking awesome and full of buttery sugary goodness, but they spread like hell on the pan. I never screw up...

Like shit. I'm finding myself actually regretting some life choices and wondering what to do or how to change. I feel so lost anymore and for someone who used to be so sure about everything, it just fucking sucks and it's scary and I hate it. I cannot deal with this job anymore and it's only...

Stressed and disappointed in myself, which is causing my anxiety to skyrocket this week. Hasn't really been a good month, as much as I was looking forward to leaving 2020 behind. Too many expenses for things out of my control. Yet, I still feel guilty like it's somehow all my fault. Maybe in a...

I started Stardew Valley on Switch. Goodbye life and RIP any goals and responsibilities. This is my new life now.

All that butter would be an excellent moisturizer! 😂

Imagine if it involved time travel too and the ability to just relive someone else's life. Like comparing each other's shittiest years to really see when it all started going downhill or gotten worse. 🤔 Anyone want to relive my 2020? 🤷 How about any year between 2005 - 2011?

Feeling rushed today. It's been a very busy day back to work, but thankfully not horrible. I feel petty when I complain about the crappy things about my job. I mean the bad things really suck, and it's far from perfect, and I really don't want to be doing this 5 years down the road, but I guess...

My parents mainly when I was growing up. But I've encountered the "busy" excuse at work too trying to learn things. It really just continues to encourage me to just figure it out myself, like I have been for the last 20+ years of my life. But like I said before, I am trying to be better at being...

I do have resources locally to ask advice. I actually advised with someone this past summer over one idea I had. It was a good consult that opened my eyes a little more and I ended up casting that idea aside in favor of something else that seems a bit more practical for where I live. That being...

As an adult, I also don't like asking a lot of questions or even asking for help when I need it. I find this now really impacts my learning in new environments and really hinders me from being more open towards other people. I've always been a curious person, and as a kid I always wanted to...

Stressed about going back to work tomorrow. I hate it there. No way around it. I hate it because I really do not like my boss or my coworker. They cause so much stress that the environment feels entirely different when one or the other isn't around. I can't or won't quit all because of that...

Looks like I'll be spending the last days of 2020 under quarantine. I did want my husband off from work a little while longer to actually finish some things around the house but this really wasn't what I had in mind. :rolleyes: 😒 Sister-in-law tested positive the other day for COVID with zero...

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday this year, even with 2020 being a complete dumpster fire. Finished the rest of the Christmases today and have to say I've had a great weekend! Everyone loved their gifts and I enjoyed everything I received as well. Also all the food that was made and...