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I think mine was when I had my headphones on and my mum caught me dancing. :sarcastic::oh:

No, this isn't going to be a thread about me posting pictures of myself and asking if i'm attractive. :giggle: I've always felt inferior to the tanned, popular, blonde girls. I have fair skin and even if i do sit in the sun i only get sun burn. The only thing i sort of like about myself is that...

If anything good happens to me, no matter how small, I feel this sense of dread because I feel like that must mean something bad is going to happen. I can never relax and enjoy things because it feels like something good happening to ME is wrong, like there must be a catch. That can't be normal...

Let's spread some positivity. ;) Ok, i'll start. I'm thankful that i have a job, a roof over my head and my health (sort of). Your turn.

People have told me this for as long as i can remember. I'm not a naturally outgoing, smiley person. I'm just not. If i'm happy or have something to smile about i will. I don't see everyone else walking around with a grin plastered on their face 24/7 so why do people think they have the right...

There's a guy at work who's new, i think he started about 3 or 4 weeks ago. Anyway, he started talking to me today and i just acted and felt so awkward. First, he came up to me and tried to start a conversation about how my day was going. I just responded with "erm, er, yeah... ok thanks"...

I can't bring myself to make meaningful new friends, and I don't know why. I'm too scared, too stupid, too insecure, and too lazy to keep up with them, maybe? I don't know. It's so difficult being around people my own age because theyre all living it up, making the best of their lives, having...

Ok, long story short, this guy i like ended up taking my virginity, "forgot" to mention he didn't want a relationship because he was getting back with his ex, then proposed to her but still contacts me because he wants to sleep with me (i said no). He and i had been "seeing each other" for...

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I love the winter because i don't have to worry about what i'm wearing and can hide under and coat and scarf. I've always like the rain because when you go out there's usually not that many people and even if there is you can hide uner an umbrella. When it rains i always have the urge to go out...

or just have friends in general? I mean, i've known some pretty shady people. I've known liars, cheats, bullies yet all of them had/have a large group of friends and a good social life. Do people not care if you have morals as long as you're outgoing and "fun"? It really sucks seeing people have...

As i mentioned in a previous thread, i've had this week off as "holiday". I'm back to work tomorrow and i'm dreading it. Most of the people there are pretty bitchy and don't bother talking to me because i'm "quiet" (big deal! There are worse things i could be!). All they do is bitch about other...

Ok, so it's the last day of my "holiday" and i'm back to work tomorrow. I've pretty much done nothing this past week, apart from watch tv and play video games. I'm desperate to get out of the house and get some fresh air. My mum asked if i felt like going out for a few hours with our dog so i'm...

I've decided that i'm going to stop using it for at least a few months. I'm not closing my account because i keep in touch with family on there but usually when i go on there i'll see something that upsets me or makes me feel depressed. So...yeah, this is day one with no Facebook. I'm hoping...

I don't deal with rejection very well at all. Even if it's something minor, like somebody not replying to an email. I take everything personally and like it's a reflection of my worth (or lack of it). I'm so sick of my SA mind.

I don't know if this is the SA talking or if it's actually reality but when i speak to new people or people i don't know very well i get this feeling that they secretly dislike me. Like, i try to be as friendly as i can and smile (eurgh) but it just seems like other girls my age take an instant...

I have every one of these symptoms. Avoidant personality disorder - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia I thought it was social anxiety but now i've read this i think i have APD. Is there a difference and is there any hope of me leading a normal life?

You know those people who always seem to be laughing and smiling? When i see people like that i feel like i'm just an emotionless zombie. I can't remember the last time i genuinely felt happy or laughed. People are always telling me to cheer up or to smile but i just don't have the energy. Maybe...

I swear, i look in the mirror and i'm ok but if i take a picture of myself i see all these flaws and i feel hideous! :sad: When people have complemented my pictures on Facebook i feel like saying "are you blind?!". All i do is pick out my flaws. Currently i'm convinced my face is asymmetrical. ::o:

When i was a child i used to switch the light switch off and on a certain number of times and things had to be placed a certain way. Gradually i stopped doing it, that is until a few years ago when it came back even worse. I won't go into details but i've had a lot of stress and all these...