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It can get so very lonely.

Okay, so this thread is supposed to be a positive one. I need you all to mention things you are looking forward to (that you wish to do, will do and so forth) and that give you positive thoughts. This thread is not about hating yourself, so if that's the case, either you try to think positive...

I'm so tired of this, I swear. I'm in a relationship that could be absolutely beautiful and she seems like the perfect girl and yet I always fuck it up with jealousy and similar shit. Obviously, it just gets to a point where it pisses her off and I get SO mad at myself that I just want to...

Is a slippery slope. It just doesn't go well with Social Anxiety/low self-esteem/depression and so forth. You become paranoid, you try to be better than you already are so you can please that special person, you try to act beyond your limited abilities and so forth. It's a slippery slope...

Computer says no.

So as we all know, due to our fear of social situations, our fear of talking to others or being around others in general, we tend to get a bit clingy, we tend to depend on someone else's feelings for the sake of our own well-being and whatnot, as if our limbs need to be permanently tied to...

Experiences? I had my first class today. I was supposed to go in the morning but panicked. In the afternoon I told myself "shut up, you are going" and got on my way. It wasn't as bad as I thought and I actually knew more than most of the other students.

One of my major flaws is never being happy with what I already have. I mean, I have a supporting family, I have a handful of friends, I have the means to workout and be healthy and so forth, and yet I am never content with things as they are. I'm only happy when I am in a relationship, when I am...

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Bearing in mind that you have SA and your whole family was going to be there? Mine was... Strange, as usual. At first I wanted to keep greeting my family as they came one by one so it would be easier (instead of greeting them all at once). I managed to do that with a few family members, but...

Do it here. No worries. We all feel embarassed. Plus, since you can't really be yourself on the outside, why not do it here? Go on, post. No one is going to judge you because we're all the same here :)

I feel that, whenever I have to go out and do something, that the whole world stops to see me fail and embarass myself. It's a really stupid feeling, since people in general are very indifferent. I know that the world never stops moving and that no one will actually stop to watch me make a fool...

... you're sitting with a friend, just chatting, when this schizo (he was) suddenly approaches us saying we've been threatning some kid with a gun and punches me in the face as hard as it gets. And we were at a safe place. I'm usually very paranoid about everyone around me, and I was in a place...