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  1. NightTimeForever

    *sigh*

    Yeah, I know I said I was leaving, but I need some assistance with this one girl (which I've posted about before). Anyway, to recap: She told me she liked me, flirted with me (I believe) for a few weeks, and I was too shy to reciprocate so time went by and she eventually got married. She is...
  2. NightTimeForever

    Leaving...

    Well, I've realized (with time) that this forum isn't for me. I really can't relate to anyone here besides the SA. And, I think, this has increased my SA alot. I can fake being "cool" like others, but that other strange part of me seeps out more and more. The SA is just one small faucet of...
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    My Stupid Manager

    Scrubs references in the title aside, I'm having some very, very irritating issues right now. It's this somewhat bimbodic manager I have to work with. I asked her today if I could move over to the General Merchandise side of the store, and she said I was at the "top of the list" but didn't...
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    This really sucks

    I feel very depressed and overwhelmed right now, like all the anxiety is just taking its toll. Anyone else feel this way?
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    Something I overheard

    So, I was working in my area tonight, and I heard a conversation of co-workers in the next aisle. It went like: Person1: Have you seen J (our manager) tonight, haven't seen her since I picked up my check" Person2: Yeah (fades out) The some mumbling before I heard: Person1: Yea apparently...
  6. NightTimeForever

    Do I lack a fundamental understanding?

    Well, I posted about this before but...when a girl says she likes you (unsolicited) does that automatically mean she wants to date you? I've asked this elsewhere and it always seems to be yes but... I wonder if I missed a really great oppprtunity with this one girl, she's married now, but I'm...
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    Opposite sex

    I'd say this is where the majority of my SA lays. Despire encouraging comments from others, I don't have the confidence in that area. Of course, it doesn't help that some members of the same gender have been less than "silent" in their negative opinions on the subject. I dunno, maybe I really...
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    Had to go to a clothing store

    I had to stop by a clothing store today and it was a little anxiety inducing just browsing the clothes on display. When I finally got up to the counter (it was a circular stand with four registers or so) there was a line on the other side, then just me on my side. I heard some giggling and I...
  9. NightTimeForever

    I hate this life

    I really, really do. Drove through Mcdonalds tonight and saw in the window a bunch of teenagers smiling and talking. I realized that part of my life is gone and I'll never get it back. The best part of my life is gone! Really, everything after 21 is downhill IMO. I wish I was dead already...
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    Staring

    I hate my job, it forces me around people--when it really just makes me ultra-paranoid. Today I was walking with another co-worker just talking, and I was walking past a girl w/ her (I assume) boyfriend and she kind of gave me a weird look. Then about a minute later she started touching him...
  11. NightTimeForever

    A budding confidence

    Well, I don't know but the past few days I have had a partial turn-around in my confidence. I honestly am not sure what caused this change but...wow...it is easier to talk to people now, I feel less nervous around people in general. But something happened today that kinda shook the...
  12. NightTimeForever

    Frustrated and lonely

    At the moment I'm very frustrated and feel totally alone. And, of course, I don't know how to remedy the situation. Maybe it is because I have a problem just focusing on social things. I just get so depressed when I reflect on this solitary existence. What's sad, and a little ironic is, I...
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    Age limit

    I've had this notion for awhile now, and that is: I don't want to live past 35. Is anyone else weird like this?[/u]
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    Something someone said

    So, this one co-worker of mine who I always have a fun time talking to and we usually have no problem getting along, said something to me where I didn't know if he was joking or not. He was saying about there was this new employee and he thought she was "hot" or whatever, so he said he put in a...
  15. NightTimeForever

    I actually believe I have this...

    There was that thread on schizophrenia a little bit ago, and I actually believe I have this. Well, maybe because a pysch did think I had something along those lines (I sort of convinced him of it). And I was prescribed GEODON, mainly for the negative symptoms. Things like disorganized speech...
  16. NightTimeForever

    Has anyone...?

    Has anyone here conquered their SA? Just wondering (I'm guessing the number of ppl to do this is low lol!)
  17. NightTimeForever

    Am I just that stupid?

    So, if a girl hands you her number does that mean she is automatically interested? Especially if it is a random thing? This was something that happened awhile ago to me, and I just started thinking about it again. Oh, and this girl was a co-worker I had known for awhile (a diff one than in...
  18. NightTimeForever

    A group in front of the neighbor's house

    So, during my three days off (thurs, frid, sat) I really didn't accomplish a whole lot. Tonight as I was in my front yard about to open the door to my house, I noticed a group of kids my age in a group in front of the neighbor's house. I remember wanting to interact with them, but of course I...
  19. NightTimeForever

    Lost Opportunity

    So, the girl I've worked with for awhile (who I have had a crush on for quite some time) is going on her honeymoon starting this weekend, I just found out. This has really depressed me. She told me she had liked me last December, I didn't jump on it because I didn't know how she meant it. I know...
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    For those that consider themselves "unattractive"

    So, as the thread title states, have any of you that consider yourselves unattractive ever thought of cosmetic surgery? I'm on the fence, as I used to get bombarded with positive comments about my natural self. But I still have a lot of self-doubt, etc. Anyway, I just wondered if anyone else...
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