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    Abusing arthritis pain tylenol and wanting to die

    Ok. yeah, that's my drug of choice. That and booze, most of the time beer. I just can't the emotional pains of being lonely and constant rejection when trying to make friends and maintaining the friendships anymore. Also, I shouldn't have to be the one almost making the effort to call and...
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    online dating and meeting for the first time

    I have gotten requests from guys to meet me. Why is it most of them prefer to meet at their home instead of a public place first? Is it a good idea or not? I understand most people are on a tight budget and understand guys not wanting women looking to meet a guy just for a free dinner.
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    so my ex-friend asks me why I didn't tell him about my nervous breakdown.

    I didn't think he would care. so I told him I just don't know what to do anymore. Actually, it boils down that I know when he finds a girlfriend, he's not going to have anything to do with me especially now that he has a job that requires lots of traveling and I don't want to be the "other"...
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    How easy is it to get disability because of my deafness?

    At work co-workers tend to ignore me and barely make a conversation with me. While I've been there over 10yrs, it has finally gotten to me how I'm treated there to the point of breaking down and crying. I work in retail full-time. I'm currently seeing a counselor and taking citalophram...
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    My job is making me depressed bc of the way I get treated there

    Co-workers ignore me for the most part. As I watch other co-workers talk and exchange jokes with each other, I can't help feeling like an outcast. It has gotten to the point, Id start crying at work. People say I have to talk for them to talk to me. It doesn't work. It comes off one-sided...
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    how do I apply for disability when I live with my parents?

    I claim no dependents. Work is extremely difficult chore because of my disability and SA and now its effecting my emotional n mental health::(:
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    How do I move on, letting go from a guy that doesn't really care about me

    :confused: The final straw took place when he was obsessively texting with whomever he was "talking" to on the phone in front of his family, his kids and me. During the the 9hrs., I was with him around his family, he barely paid any attention to me. ::(: It sure didn't set a very good...
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    how do I explain my sudden panic attacks to my family?

    I had my first one ever weeks ago. One of my scariest moments ever. This is something that is so hard to explain to my family because of a suicide. I don't want to lose my job either by getting mental help either
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    any of you have difficulty making decisions

    When it comes to making decisions, I always second-guess myself if I'm doing the right thing and have a tendency to pass responsibility onto others when unsure of myself or seek reassurance. I have no problems making simple, basic decisions as to making plans for the day and such, shopping etc...
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    when dating, how soon do you talk about your SA?

    I thought about doing this right off the bat as I meet some I'm interested in as I'm very quiet, timid by nature. That way, a guy I might be interested in dating doesn't take it personally when I don't say too much
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    6hr. energy shots addiction, are they really that bad?

    I have had many, many struggles in life and it has taken its toll on me. I don't wanna hear any stupid quotes like "God doesn't give us more what we can handle" crap. Other not so healthy choices I'm addicted to are beer and cigarettes. Its my way of escaping the pains of reality. All the...
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    Why do some people need to be sooo secretative?

    I'm talking about people that I semi-know like the ones that I run into occasionally. Usually, I'll say something like.... What you have been up to lately? What are your plans for the upcoming weekend? What have you been up to today? Then I'll get a response like... Out and about Nothing...
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    why couldn't he tell me?

    that his brother is in jail? I found out through other sources and wish not to disclose here. Should I say something to him next time I hear from him?
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    do you ever feel rude around others because of SA?

    I do. like there maybe be a couple people in a social setting I'm comfortable talking to then shut down when it comes to other people. It makes me feel bad coming off as rude because of my SA when I barely say anything to people. I get self-conscious about what I say to others and don't want...
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