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So today in one of my classes I got my mid term back and failed it. I was 1 point off too which really pissed me off. I also got an essay which i thought i did fairly good on but the professor marked otherwise. Comments included on it that i must not have understood the material enough to write a good analysis. Well no i don't understand the material, that's the problem. If i don't understand something I won't ask questions. I'll try and figure it out on my own and if I can't then the last thing I'll do is email the professor. If that fails well then I'll just leave it and hope it wasn't very important. I hate interacting face to face and avoid it as much as I can.My marks go down because of this and I'd rather have a lower mark if it means having to interact with someone else.
Another problem I have when I have to do assignments I put little effort into them and put them off until the night before. I don't know why I can't put effort into them and the whole time leading up to the due date I'm constantly thinking about it and how much longer I can go with out doing it. I hate myself for this and I've tried to start an assignment but end up not caring and leaving it. My best answer I've come up with to why this happens is if I try really hard and get a lousy mark I know it's my fault and there's nothing I can do about it, where as if I don't try I know it's not my fault because I didn't try...if you get what I'm saying.
My last problem with school is I go to class and get the hell out as fast as I can and go home. I don't talk to anyone and when I see everyone else around me socializing I feel out of place which just makes me even more depressed and the cycle just feeds on itself.
I know I wrote a big post but I had to get it off my chest. I don't know if anyone else can relate but it feels better to finally tell someone.
Another problem I have when I have to do assignments I put little effort into them and put them off until the night before. I don't know why I can't put effort into them and the whole time leading up to the due date I'm constantly thinking about it and how much longer I can go with out doing it. I hate myself for this and I've tried to start an assignment but end up not caring and leaving it. My best answer I've come up with to why this happens is if I try really hard and get a lousy mark I know it's my fault and there's nothing I can do about it, where as if I don't try I know it's not my fault because I didn't try...if you get what I'm saying.
My last problem with school is I go to class and get the hell out as fast as I can and go home. I don't talk to anyone and when I see everyone else around me socializing I feel out of place which just makes me even more depressed and the cycle just feeds on itself.
I know I wrote a big post but I had to get it off my chest. I don't know if anyone else can relate but it feels better to finally tell someone.
