playthepsychedelic
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I know it's kinda rude...but I discovered that the only reason I'm on socialphobiaworld is because this is the only place where I can see the evidence of other people with SA living on this planet...most of them even worse...I feel good because i see that there are people who are more desperate than me... :?
i get depressed all the time...a suicidal misantrope who (at least believes that he) has SA, bipolar, even slighty some schizofrenia=>
I fantasizes about having great conversations with people I know, about being respected,...I sometimes even talk loudely to theses "voices"...I tried stopping this "fantasizing addiction" several times but I cant... I figured out it might be something like schizofrenia or OCD...or maybe I'm just weird lol
srsly, I feel soooo bad for actually enjoying the fact that there are people on this forum who seem to be more friendless or sumthing...
shit,life sux, but that's not something I have to explain to most of the people on this forum I guess. For me, sa is like a terminal disease,i've tried all the cures, nothing worked, i've tried doing nothing, it only got worse, and however, right now I don't want to commit suicide, I know somewhere in the near future I will and one time, I'm gonna and up doing it. Shit I don't want to bother you with this shit...
i get depressed all the time...a suicidal misantrope who (at least believes that he) has SA, bipolar, even slighty some schizofrenia=>
I fantasizes about having great conversations with people I know, about being respected,...I sometimes even talk loudely to theses "voices"...I tried stopping this "fantasizing addiction" several times but I cant... I figured out it might be something like schizofrenia or OCD...or maybe I'm just weird lol
srsly, I feel soooo bad for actually enjoying the fact that there are people on this forum who seem to be more friendless or sumthing...
shit,life sux, but that's not something I have to explain to most of the people on this forum I guess. For me, sa is like a terminal disease,i've tried all the cures, nothing worked, i've tried doing nothing, it only got worse, and however, right now I don't want to commit suicide, I know somewhere in the near future I will and one time, I'm gonna and up doing it. Shit I don't want to bother you with this shit...