reason for being on spw

playthepsychedelic

Well-known member
I know it's kinda rude...but I discovered that the only reason I'm on socialphobiaworld is because this is the only place where I can see the evidence of other people with SA living on this planet...most of them even worse...I feel good because i see that there are people who are more desperate than me... :?
i get depressed all the time...a suicidal misantrope who (at least believes that he) has SA, bipolar, even slighty some schizofrenia=>
I fantasizes about having great conversations with people I know, about being respected,...I sometimes even talk loudely to theses "voices"...I tried stopping this "fantasizing addiction" several times but I cant... I figured out it might be something like schizofrenia or OCD...or maybe I'm just weird lol :oops:
srsly, I feel soooo bad for actually enjoying the fact that there are people on this forum who seem to be more friendless or sumthing... :cry:
shit,life sux, but that's not something I have to explain to most of the people on this forum I guess. For me, sa is like a terminal disease,i've tried all the cures, nothing worked, i've tried doing nothing, it only got worse, and however, right now I don't want to commit suicide, I know somewhere in the near future I will and one time, I'm gonna and up doing it. Shit I don't want to bother you with this shit...
 

Slothrop

Well-known member
The primary reason I come here is that writing about social anxiety helps me work through it in my own life. Putting my thoughts into a concrete form keeps the things I've learned in focus, and makes it easier to avoid the trap of sinking back into old habits.

Secondarily, sharing what I've learned gives me an opportunity to help other people, which in turn gives me something to feel good about. Seeing others go through stages that I have been through before makes me realize how far I've come, which makes me proud of myself.
 

chris87

Well-known member
I like reading the different perspectives on here, and I've gotten a lot of good advice. It also helps me to occupy some of my time!
 

dottie

Well-known member
i post here to vent to people who are more likely to understand and respect my perspective. i also enjoy reading other peoples' posts to feel like ~*~you are not alone~*~ heh. this is where i can post my biggest weaknesses which are intolerable in other peoples' eyes.
 
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