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I have been feeling so low and sad for the past couple of days. I was trying to fall asleep the other night, and I started crying out of nowhere. Right now, I can't stop zoning in and out. I went out shopping, and I made an ass out of myself, and had the biggest panic attack. It was for such a dumb reason. My dad wanted me to put out bags in the car, but I forgot where I parked. My mind went blank, and I started panicking. Random depressing thoughts keep running through my head. I wish I were closer to my relatives; it sucks that I cannot afford to go back to college; I feel like my parents think I am a total failure; I have an Associate degree but no job; I hate that I don't have a license, and I will be 22 next month. I'm jealous of my 18 year old brother because he went off to college, and I am still suck living at home. UGH. :: The only positive thing in my life is my wonderful boyfriend. He understands my craziness. Sorry, I am just rambling on...

Forgetting where you left the car is an awful feeling, I thought mine had been stolen the other day because it wasn't where I thought it was.

Yeah, I was freaking out! It didn't help that there was the same model care parked near mine lol.

I think everyone forgets where they park every now and then. I did today when I went shopping and then went to return to the car, and had to have a good think about it before asking my intuition to solve the problem.

firewalk said:

I can relate to this. Dont fret, everyone moves at a different pace. What matters is you're pushing yourself to move forward.

I love your youtube videos btw.

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Thank you