KiaraBlue

will you marry me ?

YouTube - LITTLE OLD WINE DRINKER ME. good song lol dunno what it sounds like my sounds dont work on comp at mo

Hey you,
Trying to be more productive, but everything is just so exhausting and uncertain. I want results now because it feels like I can't last another day. I spent the weekend in my room, only leaving for a shot period of time. I did something regrettable again, but I couldn't help it because the desperation is too large. I've been wondering when I'll talk to you next... still thinking about your last PM, of course. How are you doing?

Thank you. Yeah i have just now started picking up the pace with the jogging and stuff. I cannot wait until Summer time is here. plus i am supposed to be getting a new car.

No problem, I understand. I hope we'll continue it, too..

your back i see blue , your in out in out shake it all about lol ::

passing ? what are you on a bus lol oi get back here and lets party on down blue ill get the beers in

I stay in decent shape in the Winter but not excellent, Summer time I stay in really good shape.

well your welcome me old mate blue

YouTube - It's Only Make Believe sung by CONWAY TWITTY (also the devastatingly handsome Elvis Presley) another good song for blue lol

yea im fine blue iv just got back from portugal , we had to fly over there to unload a massive artic load of furniture , iv been working so much lately its unreal , 7 days a week , but im a brave little soldier ill just carry on with out complaint and omg blue you called me darling does this mean were getting married now lol

Yeah i jog constantly. U should do it it really helps mentally. I am in Kentucky not Kansas lolol. I still cannot see your pics, also I am doing great and I hope u are as well.

Hiya Kiara, i took some time away from the forum for a bit, but now i'm back to cause trouble hehe how are you doing?

hello there my little minx!!!!

so i see your online hows me old mate blue

just read your how are you feeling post , good for not smoking blue keep going you little fighter you ...

YouTube - Mad World - Tears for Fears kinda fits your mood at mo i guess , as i said cheer up lol its a temp thing ... hope it gets better soon lol ...

what is any of our porpose in life blue ... all you can do is try to stay positive until your bad feelings go away , you sound really fed up , hey cheer up girl , you dont know what to do with yourself you say , most of us on here have the same problem , you say you feel lost , again lots of people on here feel lost , life ups and downs i guess .. hey lol come on your bigger than this , dont let life drag you down , your deppresed at mo , just ride through the bad storm ... and hopefully next time you say hi you will be a happier little blue , go watch a soppy dvd and spoil yourself with a bottle of wine lol , and dont forget some little nibbles to go with the wine you know crisps , chocolate , cakes , all bad stuff but hell gotta party sometimes blue ..... take care gazza ......

YouTube - WICKED GAME [HD] Chris Isaak yep im a chis isaak fan lol

YouTube - Chris Isaak Blue Hotel 1987 [Official Video] a song for me old mate blue