dannyboy65
Well-known member
Everything that is going on in my life is stressing me out. I can't get a drive to school anymore. My friend who doesn't give a rat's *** about his future is able to get into a course without doing the work, when I have to take another 2 years to upgrade. I found out I may not be able to attend the autism foundation I've been apart of and love more then anything.
I don't do anything but work and sleep, that's all that I do. It's not fair that I have to go and upgrade when I have higher marks then the person and he isn't at an academic level either, but they are apparently letting him in because he has high marks. I feel like all the work I'm doing is going to nothing. I work out now and I do enjoy it but now I find it so hard to fit into my schedule because I'm always working on school work. I haven't gotten anything below and 80 and they are all academic courses.
I feel like everyone is always judging me because I've proven to be intelligent and a hard worker. If I stop though people would get disappointed with me. I'm trying so hard and the stress is getting under my skin.
I'm sorry for the long writing and probably not in good grammar. I just had to write some of my feelings. This isn't even all of it just most of what is bothering me.
I don't do anything but work and sleep, that's all that I do. It's not fair that I have to go and upgrade when I have higher marks then the person and he isn't at an academic level either, but they are apparently letting him in because he has high marks. I feel like all the work I'm doing is going to nothing. I work out now and I do enjoy it but now I find it so hard to fit into my schedule because I'm always working on school work. I haven't gotten anything below and 80 and they are all academic courses.
I feel like everyone is always judging me because I've proven to be intelligent and a hard worker. If I stop though people would get disappointed with me. I'm trying so hard and the stress is getting under my skin.
I'm sorry for the long writing and probably not in good grammar. I just had to write some of my feelings. This isn't even all of it just most of what is bothering me.