One sad thing that happened today.

x000x

x000x

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Post one thing that made you feel sad, depressed, angry, or upset today. Just post a brief description of it and say how it made you feel.

Here's mine:

Today I heard of a particular video on the internet that had to do with the killing of a certain animal in a very disgusting and brutal way. I saw part of the video because I didn't believe anyone would film such a horrible thing (I know people do things like this in real life, but I didn't think anyone would film it). I don't want to upset anyone by saying what was in the video, so I'm just going to describe how the video made me feel. After viewing a small portion of the video, I went to a different page because I was getting so angry and upset I thought I was going to start crying. I thought about why someone would do this to another living thing. I know that the people on the site do these types of things because they think they are "funny", but I don't find hurting living things funny at all. I'm probably going to be upset over this for a while. I like all living things and I just wanted to tell everyone that this made me really sad.

Sorry that the first post was so vague. I didn't want to upset anyone by saying what was in the video because I tried to tell someone earlier and than person got upset too. I really need to just get it out though because it was really making me sad, angry, and causing me to have many other strong feelings.
 
Quiet Angel

Quiet Angel

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I spent time with one of my most sociable friends. He was very interactive around everyone, including many workers & clerks in stores. This particular guy has many friends & it's incredibly easy for him to attract people in his direction. I couldn't help but feel a bit jelous. ::p: *sighs* I wish I could overcome my social phobia & become more like him.
 
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Good thread idea.
I think your right, about not telling ppl wat u saw on the vid.

The thign tht made me depressed/down 2dai, isnt as dramatic as the original post, but i havnt cried in a reli long time, and i was getting worried, cz i was emotionally unavalible, nothing wud bring out an emotion in me.
But last nite, something clicked and all i kept thinking n saying (out loud but very quietly) is how much i want to sleep. I can never sleep. Ive been so tired for like 3 days now and no matter how tired i am, i jst cant get to sleep.

I finally got about 2 hrs sleep, then had to b up at 6am for skool.
But i cudnt bring myself to get outa bed.
I jst cudnt face going to skool. So the thing tht made me down, was the fort of going to skool.
It made me feel lousy, and droopy and jst so oblivious to everything around me.
I told my parents im not going to skool todai cz i dont feel up to it, i asked my mum for a hug (which is rare, we dont talk much) and she knew tht i RELI was feeling quite shit.

So tht wat made me sad 2dai.
(no doubt sumin else will come up l8er lol)
 
Lea

Lea

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Seems like noone really cares about the original post. Everyone is interested only in himself and his own petty problems. I better don´t talk to people about animal cruelty, because I don´t want to be hurt by their stupid reactions *cry*.
 
Sacrament

Sacrament

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Jodie-Tyler said:
Good thread idea.
I think your right, about not telling ppl wat u saw on the vid.

The thign tht made me depressed/down 2dai, isnt as dramatic as the original post, but i havnt cried in a reli long time, and i was getting worried, cz i was emotionally unavalible, nothing wud bring out an emotion in me.
But last nite, something clicked and all i kept thinking n saying (out loud but very quietly) is how much i want to sleep. I can never sleep. Ive been so tired for like 3 days now and no matter how tired i am, i jst cant get to sleep.

I finally got about 2 hrs sleep, then had to b up at 6am for skool.
But i cudnt bring myself to get outa bed.
I jst cudnt face going to skool. So the thing tht made me down, was the fort of going to skool.
It made me feel lousy, and droopy and jst so oblivious to everything around me.
I told my parents im not going to skool todai cz i dont feel up to it, i asked my mum for a hug (which is rare, we dont talk much) and she knew tht i RELI was feeling quite shit.

So tht wat made me sad 2dai.
(no doubt sumin else will come up l8er lol)
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what

But yeah, I had a painful anxiety attack at work and it made me feel like a piece of shit.

And x000x, there are so many horrible people and videos out there, that you're nowhere near of watching the most horrible things. There's a popular video around the internet nowadays about a woman who was shot in the heart in Teeran (the whole Iran election chaos), and you can see her dying on camera. She looks at the camera at the exact moment blood squirts from her mouth and nose. It's horrible.
 
Psychedelicious

Psychedelicious

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The purple gurgle monsters

This was yesterday, but whatevers it's too early for anything to have happened today. I'm glad you're vague in your original post, but why did you have to tell me the details! It's awful. Well yesterday everyone got food, but apparently "forgot" about me. Yeah right, forgot. This didn't make me sad, just annoyed.
 
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mikestar

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the way I look, my hair was a complete mess today and im too scared to go hairdressers and try a new look. Peed off waking up and seeing the same mess in the mirror
 
theblank

theblank

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Well the day is still young here, but when I tried to do my workout this morning I just didn't have the energy. I laid down on the floor and thought about how sick I am of everything. Same old same old. Going nowhere. Feeling trapped.
 
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doesit

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why did you watch that video in the first place,and even if you knew it will upset you ?anyway the world is full of terrible sh$t and it isnt a fairy land place where everyone live peacefully together so get over it.If you gonna be depressed by everything happens to you and gonna spend days thinking about it you wont move an inch in your condition.Peace
 
x000x

x000x

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Sacrament said:
what

But yeah, I had a painful anxiety attack at work and it made me feel like a piece of shit.

And x000x, there are so many horrible people and videos out there, that you're nowhere near of watching the most horrible things. There's a popular video around the internet nowadays about a woman who was shot in the heart in Teeran (the whole Iran election chaos), and you can see her dying on camera. She looks at the camera at the exact moment blood squirts from her mouth and nose. It's horrible.
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Yes, I know there are other ones that I think are horrible too. I have heard of one where three russian kids kill an innocent homeless man. Once things get on the internet anyone can have them and keep distributing them. The internet is just a more fast pace real world to me.
 
x000x

x000x

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Re: The purple gurgle monsters

Psychedelicious said:
This was yesterday, but whatevers it's too early for anything to have happened today. I'm glad you're vague in your original post, but why did you have to tell me the details! It's awful. Well yesterday everyone got food, but apparently "forgot" about me. Yeah right, forgot. This didn't make me sad, just annoyed.
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Ah, yes. I remember you telling me about how they forgot about you yesterday. I could remember any specific example to tell you yesterday because my parents and friends do it all the time. Last week I went to the gym and asked my mom to pick me up in 20 minutes, but she picked me up after 40 minutes instead. I was tired after 20 minutes, but I didn't want to just sit there and relax because there was one other guy there and he probably would have thought I was strange for only doing 20 minutes of exercise.
 
x000x

x000x

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mimi1988 said:
I had my heart set on going to NY this august, but I don't think it's gonna happen. I planned on going there with my sister, and she was game for it at 1st, but now she's having second thoughts. We've been talking about this trip since april and she KNEW about how much she would spend, but now she's talking about she doesn't wanna spend that much money and that she may not be able to get all those days off, and blah blah blah... I'm really PISSED OFF about that! I was so looking forward to this trip. And now I have nothing to look forward to, as usual. I know this trip would've definately took away my sadness, at least temporarily. I'm just so pissed! Oh well, not like I'm not use to feeling this way...
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Sounds like what's going to happen to me this summer. I'm only going to be able to visit my grandparents for a few days because my dad need to get back for a meeting that he'll be having, so we can't stay for long. Usually we stay for two or more weeks at my grandparents house. One year I stayed for almost the whole summer.
 
Cynic

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x000x said:
Today I heard of a particular video on the internet that had to do with the killing of a certain animal in a very disgusting and brutal way.
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It wasn't this dirty piece of scum by any chance was it?
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x000x said:
Post one thing that made you feel sad, depressed, angry, or upset today. Just post a brief description of it and say how it made you feel.

Here's mine:

Today I heard of a particular video on the internet that had to do with the killing of a certain animal in a very disgusting and brutal way. I saw part of the video because I didn't believe anyone would film such a horrible thing (I know people do things like this in real life, but I didn't think anyone would film it). I don't want to upset anyone by saying what was in the video, so I'm just going to describe how the video made me feel. After viewing a small portion of the video, I went to a different page because I was getting so angry and upset I thought I was going to start crying. I thought about why someone would do this to another living thing. I know that the people on the site do these types of things because they think they are "funny", but I don't find hurting living things funny at all. I'm probably going to be upset over this for a while. I like all living things and I just wanted to tell everyone that this made me really sad.

Sorry that the first post was so vague. I didn't want to upset anyone by saying what was in the video because I tried to tell someone earlier and than person got upset too. I really need to just get it out though because it was really making me sad, angry, and causing me to have many other strong feelings.
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i had a wee kitten about a year and a half ago, when he was 6 months old after he was nuetered and had his jags, i started letting him outside, one evening he didnt come back through the window, i heard later that 2 young guys were seen taking him away, we all searched EVERYWHERE for him but never found him, to this day we dont know what happened to him.

how did i feel ANGRY, RAGING, CONFUSED, but mainly SADDENED.

whenever i hear about stuff like this it really makes me feel like ive had enough, I WANT TO BE PART OF THIS CRUEL, CRUEL WORLD.
 
DASwife

DASwife

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I'm sorry that it made you feel that way, there are some really nasty people in this world. The problem is people tend to think that's normal and okay, and thus people get away with crap like that.

Its nice to see that there are good people out there though, which you clearly are, if that video affected you so. Don't let seeing things like that numb you to how horrible they are, though! Even though it hurts, at least you know that hurt means that you still have empathy and love in your heart...which is a lot more than many people can say these days.

Cheer up! :)
 
x000x

x000x

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dreamer777 said:
i had a wee kitten about a year and a half ago, when he was 6 months old after he was nuetered and had his jags, i started letting him outside, one evening he didnt come back through the window, i heard later that 2 young guys were seen taking him away, we all searched EVERYWHERE for him but never found him, to this day we dont know what happened to him.

how did i feel ANGRY, RAGING, CONFUSED, but mainly SADDENED.

whenever i hear about stuff like this it really makes me feel like ive had enough, I WANT TO BE PART OF THIS CRUEL, CRUEL WORLD.
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I've had three cats die, two of them due to humans. The other we had to put down because it had a disease that it was dying from. One other just disappeared and my mom thinks someone did something to him. About two years ago my cat, Chloe, was shot with a pellet gun. She has a hard time walking now and we never found out who shot her. The people in my neighborhood don't like cats. There are only a few people around here that do. I'm really sorry to hear about your cat :(
 
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