Recent content by Snerkable

This is one of the hardest things for me to do around other people. Saying things that are (by my judgement) potentially rash or "pressing" for fear of someone either being offended and hence pissed off at me, or someone challenging my assertion and saying something funny back and humiliating...

Everything is so overwhelming at the moment. And I don't care. All the pain that can possibly come, I will meet. All the rejection I will face, I will conquer. The weakness that others will see in me, will be false, they will see what I decide to reveal. Presentations, rejections, friendly...

Ok, i'm at college living with room mates and I've been attending sessions with my college psychologist who has given me a sheet full of "cognitive distortions" I've had social phobia for quite some time, and I realize that I have a lot of automatic thoughts, like when I walk down my campus...