Recent content by Shutinshell

I am in my early 20's and I have never dated. Never had a boyfriend, kissed, didnt go to my prom, etc. I had crushes. I had guys who seemed like they might like me back. There was even guys who did have a small crush on me. But nothing ever came of it. I'm shy. I cant flirt with a guy and smile...

I dont know why but I keep feeling really sad & hopeless. Maybe my shyness & social anxiety has something to do with it. I'm not sure. But once something goes wrong I go into a downward spiral of depression. Its like I cant handle ups and downs in lifes. Like I want constant ups. I dont know if...

These words fill me with rage. I. Just. Cant. I dont know how else to say it. Some people can. Some people at first think they cant but can. I really cant do it. People ask me why and try to come up with reasons. They think I can do it. I'm sick of it all. It's not fair that I cant live the type...

I'll give a bit info on my past and then describe the current situation. My past: I was a energetic and happy child. I sang, danced, and was very energetic. At home my mom nicknamed me tigger or crazy squirrel as a child. It was a cute little joke. When I was in elementary school I started to...