Recent content by riverbelow

ok, there's this guy that i've known for a while. he really likes me and i like him, but... i'm friends with his most recent ex-girlfriend they like lived together and stuff, and he has tried to commit suicide over a girl before. i think that he is moving in way too fast and i don't know what to...

I have a really hard time going to sleep at night, its hard to explain but i'll try. Whenever i turn off the t.v. or radio my mind goes crazy, stupid thoughts and situations run through my mind for no apparent reason, i've tried focusing on one thing and trying to clear my mind but it doesn't...

i've never realized why some people with depression say that they dont even feel like they are living anymore, and now i get it. it feels like your heart has quit beating, your brain has froze, and you just feel so emotionally dead that you cant even believe that you are still alive. i feel like...

i was just wondering what books everyone liked to read. i just got fininshed with augusten burroughs-running with scissors, and i really liked it. it was kind of an omg too much info thing in some parts, but kind of astonishing in a way. but a great book its kind of mortifying and hilarious at...

well, mine is the fray- over my head (cable car)

hey, im not really new here i just forgot my id and password so i made up a new one. im from southeast oklahoma, im fairly new to depression. i started to feel kind of empty after i started college, i have a lot of self-image issues inside and out. i havent told anyone about my depression...

i got this idea from the movie bandits where billy bob thorntons character has a fear of black and white movies, antique furniture and other stuff like that, and i thought omg me too! i myself also have a fear of antique furniture (like the old gothic victorian kind) scares the crap out of me...

when you guys think about suicide and stuff like that is it because you hate life, hate yourself, or both? i don't really think about killing myself but i think about what would happen if i did. i do this because i hate myself, when someone talks to me or wants to be my friend i can't think of...