I have suffered from blushing for decades...and I think a lot of it has to do with my Irish Swedish heritage...the worst possible effing combo. Fair skinned people, who burn like crazy at the hint of sunlight..That coupled with an extremely traumatic childhood and the ensuing extreme Social...
I'm ok at work...I have to be outgoing...ok at school doing presentations in grad classes because they're task oriented. My problem is talking to and meeting new girls/women. I feel totally inept and awkward a lot of the time..and they seem to not show much interest
I was in a LTR with a...