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    boyfriend and social phobia

    So, was with my boyfriend for 3.5 years but we recently broke up because he felt we needed to work on ourselves to become better people. He had his issues (he can't communicate) but it was mostly my issues that was the problem. I was way too dependent on him and couldn't go one day without...
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    mean girls and SA

    I was at my bf's apartment the other day and his roommate had about 5 guys over and 2 girls. I didn't know the guys but when I met them but they were really friendly and I was fine, my SA didn't bother me. As soon as the girls walked in the room, I felt extremely uncomfortable and as if I didn't...
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    the other night didn't go so well

    So, remember how i told y'all about that girl Michelle I had to go out with that makes me uncomfortable? Well, it didn't go so well. I had a panic attack on the way to their house and started crying then I nearly had another one before she showed up but my bf calmed me down for the time being...
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    no wonder I have SP

    Wednesday, December 14th: So, I said more than hi to two girls in my sociology class and we actually had a real conversation. Was doing great because girls intimidate the living dayights out of me, especially girls my age. So anyway, I go to visit my boyfriend and we're trying to decide where...
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    getting help/starting over

    Ok, first off all, I went to the doctor today. She put me on Paxil (yet, again) only this time it's longer lasting then the Paxil I was on a few years ago. She also wants me to find someone to talk to and to report back in a month. That being said, I am so fed up with people, especially my...
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