Yeah,I just don't know how will I be able to get a job,get a girlfriend,make a family.. make money for the family when I can barely keep a conversation. Anyway,you're right.. I'm gonna try to be positive today,thanks.
Yeah, I know how you feel. Its exactly the same for me, just thinking about the future makes my head spin :/ I don't know how I'm going to face the world. But hey its your birthday! Lets not think about negative stuff today, hope you enjoy your day
Ah it sucks! You shouldn't be so hard on yourself though cos if your health declines your body will less improve. I did the something similar, though I stopped eating at all and it made me so sick that I didn't have any strength left :/