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    Daily routines?

    I have been having a hard time getting myself into a routine. Its bad enough that I sleep all of the time and hardly ever get outside. I have been wanting to get myself more motivated to do things throughout the day but I find myself stuck thinking of things to do or even stay interested in...
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    My IllExistence - Journal

    7 months of not doing well and I am feeling worse. I am struggling with getting up every day now. I just want to sleep. I would love to do something more with my life but there are just too many barricades in my life at the moment. But how long am I going to allow this to go on for? Another 7...
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    Umm...hello.

    So I stumbled upon this site today and registered myself in hopes to at least no longer feel like that I am alone. This site seems like it is quite active and supportive that I figured that I should give it a shot. :) I have always been shy and unconfident ever since I were a little girl. Only...
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