Recent content by Graeme1988

How am I feeling? Well, I've become increasingly more and more depressed as within the last month or so. Increasingly aware of how my family who supposedly "love me" treat me like crap. Still, even as an adult. How I'm constantly guilt tripped, and made to feel like the bad one whenever I...

I haven't been doing particularly great, lately. 😟😔 Feeling pretty depressed about things, the usual family drama stuff. I'm pissed off and fed up that I seem to be the only one who genuinely cares.

Well, my mother's tangent about my sisters and how they treat her, which was vented at me on Christmas Eve didn't help. Christmas Day just didn't feel as though anyone was happy to be there. It felt tense and awkward. Not that there were any arguments, as would occur in the past. But it felt...

Oh, that's a good resolution. Thanks for suggesting it. :)(y)

Hi lily Sorry to hear that you're not feeling great at the moment. I'm not ignoring you, sorry if it felt like that was the case. I do still want to talk to you, it's just I've been having an issue with my internet/broadband and maintaining a secure connection. I'm constantly having to...

Mine was okay, kinda. I mean, I spent Christmas with my immediate family. Just my mum, my nieces, my sister and their partners. The atmosphere was slightly awkward, not because I was feeling particularly anxious. Just that it felt like – with exception of my nieces – we were just going through...

Getting sick fed-up with my mum constantly venting at me all the time, when she's not actually talking about me. 😠

I'm feeling quite stressed at the moment. Doing Christmas shopping up until a few days ago isn't great. Next year, I'm going to tell my mum that we're going start get presents ordered a few months earlier.

Truthful...? Not particularly great. I've wasted a year of my life trying and failing to teach the guitar to one of my family members. Though, that isn't down to me not knowing how to play the guitar. I don't know how or if I should bother planning out the year ahead (2024)...In terms of...

Ah wish I had someone in real life that ah could just vent to about how am feelin'. No one in my family seems to care about how am doing, just constantly I have no excuse for feeling how I do. That I've got it easy. Ha! If only... Also, a few days, my mum said that I don't care about her. Yet...

👆 Well, thanks to this free movie channel that's available via Sky and Freeview TV here in the UK, I've started buying movies on DVD again. Couple that with my mother's love of Steven Segal films and her fairly recent newfound love of Jason Statham films. And... Needless to say, we've gone a...

I don't know whether to give myself a wee break from making music. I've been kinda getting back into the way of things with it, lately. But am kind of worried if ah take even a couple of months oot then ah'll lose the momentum I've got within the last month or so. Also, this last month of...

Well, I'm back to feeling miserable and depressed. Can't really be bothered doing much. Don't have the energy to... even though, I should take care of myself. Funny how having to justify why you don't want to leave your own blooming house to your oldest sibling for umpteenth flicking time can...