Recent content by Falling

well we all look shy and quite persons, sometimes some of us look and act weird, we say nothing, we dont have things to talk about... maybe lack of ineterests.... but we act this way with people whom we feel uncomfortable with, who we are afraid of what they thing of us etc... but with people...

mine was finishing alone saturday nighst... this fear was since i was 12 when i started hanging out, then it came real this summer by having no one to hang out, but i knew that was a temporary thing cuz my friend was at work... but now the friend i used to hang out with is in a relationship...

ugh i want to stop going to school... i hate seeing groups of friends, i made some few friends... but not a group, i'm fed up of hoping... i dont need school... imw asting my time there, the lessons im taking at school i'm taking them private lessons too... so i dont need to go there. but if...

there is this guy who say that i'm weird... then when i try to talk to him he seems like trying to avoid me. we only say a "hi!"... i wish i can start talking to him... since i am friend with his friends... and if i make friend with him then will be no more breaks alone. he sort of try to...

so i'm watching the treads i made in summer.... oh my god what a depression i was in! i annoyed myself reading them lol. i think i changed alot from the begining of 2005 till now... january till april - terrible, lonely, sad, too much weird. may till october - its like i was living on mars, i...

so i'm getting these sensations... i want to walk on the catwalk and feel good looking at feel the attitude " hey watch me!".. (after making some time at gym and some plastic surgery on my nose and ears!) not because im ugly... but i wanna be more cute and FEEL cute so i can feel confident, i...

so 5 days more i will start collage :( i can't erase the memories of last year, i have a big hedeache right now thinking of what can be repeated this year. i'm feeling anxious and cold butterflies in my stomach, i dont even want to eat... i'm so afraid! tough this time there will be 2 people...

what do you do on saturday night? i will make another one at home alone :cry: my friend will be at work, and there was another friend who invited me to go out with his group... but i really get shy with him cuz people think that he is gay and i will die with SA if people will start thinking...

the only days i went out were only saturday & SOMETIMES sunday afternoon. i really get depressed when someone say "i cant wait till Fall begin.. now i had enough of summer, i made everything i wanted". and also really hurts me hearing my parents telling me "are you going to stay a whole day in...

if shyness bothers you that much, do you think that you tried your best yet to overcome it? how did you tried to overcome it? and did you always failed in your plans to overcome shyness?