last night

last night i was in the backseat of car with a friend of mine drinking, while her bro in law was driving us somewhere. friend said something about me, using my name to her bro inlaw, bro in law said 'who's .. (my name)?
i was alittle offended because i've known him for a while. then friend said to me (slightly drunk) 'no one knows who you are, they know my other friends but not you' .. that cut me up inside, ive had 3-4 drinks beforehand but still remember this clearly. i want to cry, i try making an effort in life and this is how i am repaid.

Three or four drinks isn't enough to forget, bottoms up

When I used to actually try to be social, this happened all of the time. It wears you down, and I've pretty much given up. I sure hope that you find someone or something that repays you in kind to your efforts.