it's really diffult to write at first because it's too embarassing for me and all that. I have very bad SA that i don't want to have. I don't say or act but think aggressively towards mostly everyone around me even my families and don't know the reason... only reason i think of is that i am very very evil person. And therefore, i also have this delusion that everyone around me knows my thoughts. Obviously i don't have many friends. I am just curious to know if i am the only SA person like this... let's chat guys.
my SA problem
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Kristopher
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Hey, i understand you. Its very difficult to have this thing called social anxiety, And trust me i get very angry as i think everyone who has it does aswell. I doubt you're evil, we all get bad thoughts and are negative towards others because most dont understand it. Almost everyone in my life has no idea what social anxiety is. But we have this thing called the internet now which is a gift because all of us can connect with each other and express how we feel about this. Im glad you posted and nice to meet you 
ImNotMyIllness
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Your family can't read your thoughts and you're not evil. You may also suffer from thought OCD or, you just feel helpless and angry which is why you have these unpleasant thoughts about your family members.
ImNotMyIllness
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P.S Welcome to the forum.
Kristopher
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I know the pain is unbearable it seems, but we have only a short time on this earth, a mere blink of an eye in the universal spectrum. You should be proud you are able to get into college. Im in the same boat with having my family getting frustrated with me not taking action in my life. But they will always love us no matter what. And if anyone bullies you, know this. For someone to be able to try and be superior or degrade another individual they're clearly on a lower level of human intelligence. and if they even lay a finger on you, break their effing noes. Go right for the bridge of it with the hardest straight right hand you can or if you're south paw a straight left :applause: good luck.
or if you're south paw a straight left :applause: good luck.