sum101
Member
Hi everyone,
Just thought I would post a bit of a moan as I find it helps when I get a bit low. I am having one of those times where everything just seems a bit too much.
I recently split up with my childhood sweetheart of many years after not getting on for months and then finding out he had hooked up with someone else behind my back. Even though I knew deep down we were heading that way, and it was best that we broke up, I am finding it hard to cope with the betrayal.
Anyway, since then, I have been going out a lot, meeting people, and generally eveyone thinks I am doing really well out of the break-up. But inside I am cracking up. I am having panic attacks at least once a day, my HH has gone through the roof and my self-esteem, well is a bit none existent really. Yet I come across as being really happy and confident most of the time.
Just wondered if you guys have any advice at all?
I bit of a ramble I know but I feel better for writing it all down. Sorry if I put a downer on the forum.
Cheers guys
x
Just thought I would post a bit of a moan as I find it helps when I get a bit low. I am having one of those times where everything just seems a bit too much.
I recently split up with my childhood sweetheart of many years after not getting on for months and then finding out he had hooked up with someone else behind my back. Even though I knew deep down we were heading that way, and it was best that we broke up, I am finding it hard to cope with the betrayal.
Anyway, since then, I have been going out a lot, meeting people, and generally eveyone thinks I am doing really well out of the break-up. But inside I am cracking up. I am having panic attacks at least once a day, my HH has gone through the roof and my self-esteem, well is a bit none existent really. Yet I come across as being really happy and confident most of the time.
Just wondered if you guys have any advice at all?
I bit of a ramble I know but I feel better for writing it all down. Sorry if I put a downer on the forum.
Cheers guys
x