SeattleSomeone
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This is my first time posting on this forum and have self diagnosed myself with SAD, so I would like to hear if any other fellow posters and lurkers have experienced what I have. I feel more comfortable alone at the computer than with other people and yet feel such loneliness. I go to a mediocre job (because I can't find the strength to go to school for a meaningful career) and then go home to immerse myself in the motley world of entertainment that is the internet just to forget myself and my sense of loneliness. I feel so lazy and tired just thinking of meeting new people or participating in a group function that it has become a vicious cycle of negative thinking. Lately I have been trying to think positively but low self image and many years of negative mind rot has made social interaction seem all but impossible. Has anyone else felt like this and did you do anything to help?